Struggled for 11hrs to sleep. It was exhausting..I think I drifted for an hr or 2 in a half awake, half asleep trans like state. I have to work for 12hrs now...I could call in sick but then I thot of how I'd stay in singapore. It gives me all the more reason why I sud chin up & do this flight.

I m seriously broke, havent paid my phone bills so now they took out my outgoing, I cant even send a text..my roaming s gonna take off my incoming too. What a perfect timing!

I read the mail and I felt this sudden ache in my chest..Maybe its true this is the only way you knw that you re in love. I had been fighting for a yr not to feel this..I was hell bent on not letting it hit me. Not this hard.

Its gonna be ok, I can do this..